What I wanted

It's interesting how things change over a span of time...the things I wanted, worked hard for, fell in love with, fell out of love with, cared for, thought about, did...some things I still love, still work hard for, still want...after all this time. Other things come and go. Makes me question myself. How much did I really want that pair of shoes? How much did I care about that random conversation? How much did I really love him?

Tonight my two childhood bestfriends confided in me that they always thought I would end up with my ex again. After I told them that he recently got engaged. I thought nothing of it and actually hoped this was it for him--that he was finally happy and at peace.

It's late. I need get back to the life that doesn't wait for me to catch up. But before I go, I have to say, just got back from a Chrisette Michele concert. It was absolutely amazing! She sings great live and adds in the sugar, spice and spunk to make it all work! Glad I went and enjoyed myself.

Now again, back to life.

I wonder what that looks like anymore...